Sing me something soft .. sad and delicate..
                                                           or loud and out of key..
                            Sing me anything...<3

everyone is so happy lately..that's why I resorted to putting this entry in the old xanga. I feel like i'm exactly where I used to be.. exactly where I don't want to be. I guess i'm losing sight of what it is i'm looking for... wish me luck.. I guess i'll wait around for summer..see what happens. <3 bye.

     A look, A laugh, A smile, A second,
                                 Passes by and I regret it,
                   Words just aren't right,
           Sometimes I just can't explain,
                        All the ways you devastate me..

Tessa and I did our scene today..good acting, tessa.
thinking about it now..you should have slapped me or something.
okay..so I worked out today..and did my history homework..at the same time.
I'm gonna watch the notebook and creat a new xanga this weekend..and do my biology project..and whatever else..if anyone wants to join. I hate history homework... yeah.. I dunno.
I wish I had some motivation to write something wonderful. I feel like i've lost my touch on it..it's that feeling that everything is right there..every emotion, every moment, and yet..no words come out. nothing beautiful..nothing meaningful..I dunno..maybe writing my English Composition for TAKS will help. I hate to say it..but I may be the only person in the whole world that to me..writing that is enlightening..I like it. I can get it all out..and not know who is going to read it. <3

_--Band--_ Sugarcult..of course..how hasn't anyone thought of them before??
   Male or female?  Pretty Girl
  Describe yourself--  Bouncing Off The Walls
  Piece of advice--  Say I'm Sorry
  Last relationship--  We Come Crashing Down
  Current Crush--  Killing Me..
  Say something to your crush--  Drive All Day..
  Say something to an ex--  I Changed My Name
  Say something to someone who hurt you severly--  Worst December!
  Feelings now..--  I'm Alright.

okay..thanks..? erm..laytr.

     </3 Jiminey "I'm destined to marry a skater, I know it." Nieman

oh oh..idea. I just found some pictures..((3 of them)) that I want to put on here..because they're funny.
HAHA thanks stu. thank you.
oh yeah..kT and I were emo before being emo was emo. mhm..wait..what..<3
haha come on...that looks cool. oh yeah..chicka chi kaa..

what a long day.
i'm going to a foreign language festival.
no joke.. at SPC..yes, I am going to speak spanish.
it should be funny.

tonight-- church at One9..I dunno.
it should also be funny.
but i'm tired..and hungry..so I guess i'm done here.
I just wanted to update.because i'm lame..apparently.

oh yeah..Scenes for real tomorrow.
wish me luck* <3
I'm wishing that I won't lose any more friends.
-deep sigh- .. what a long day..

oh yeah..
2 day til the 18th..when I "start" dating again.
and by start..I prolly won't..i'll just keep not doing it.
meh..whateva..okay. bye.

>>Band-- Count The Stars--<<
   Male Or Female?  Just Like You
  Describe Yourself--  Understanding
  Last Relationship--  My Best Mistake
  Piece of Advice--  Pick Yourself Up
  Current Crush--  What I'm Looking For
  Say something to your crush--  Fight The Fade
  Say something to an Ex--  Taking It All Back
  Say something to something who hurt you severely--  Waste Of Life.
  Feelings Now--  All Good Things

        </3 Jiminey "I have a star on my hand.. thanks richard." Nieman

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STU!!!!!!!!!!!

ok..whew..now that THAT is out of my system..
I got EIGHT signatures today!! good one, jim. <3
I am in love with today..? haha I dunno, I had a good day..
and tonight is gonna be super good! because come on..I already did my homework..and I <3 it. and my grandma is crazy..? okay..im done.. I guess. prolly some edit laytr. I'm way to excited for it being a tuesday oh yeah..I just remembered that everyone is getting tired of school..today, I had two comments about it..--
         "I say we kill the TAKS" -Brandi
AnD        "Screw Your Syllabus!!" -Cullen.        thanks guys..lol

oh right..
Band- Ataris

Male Or Female? Myself
How you feel about yourself? If You Really Want To Hear About It..
Piece of Advice--  All you can ever learn is what you already know.
Last relationship-- Bad Case Of Broken Heart
Describe your current crush-- Perfectly Happy
Say something to your crush-- Make It Last
Something to an ex-- The Hero Dies In This One
Somthing to someone who hurt you severely-- Your Boyfriend Sucks.
Feeling now-- ((3 feelings, sorry i'm having mixed emotions??)) = Looking Back On Today, Giving Up On Love & How I Spent My Summer Vacation. <3

ok im good now..<3 <3
     <3 Jiminey "AH, woo..Tuesday..do do do..erm..YAY!?" Nieman

¿erm..edit..?
   Stu's Birthday As A Whole..Most Excellent. it was like..Jim And Stu's Excellent Adventure. or something..dinner was a good time..we all had money and whatnot this time..haha the waiter was patient..but still didn't care for us too much..meh whateva. Jordan and I were completely infatuated with the hot waiter of the table next to us..-drools- weird. haha OMG!! he touched me!! haha what are we, in 8th grade!? good times, Jordan..ah, she's crazy. but cool. anyway..Stu-- very successful 17th birthday..-does birthday dance- and I was the only one to sing for you..because you are a great friend. and I <3 U. woo. haha yes, that works. ok..bye.